““When feeling overwhelmed by a faraway goal, repeat the following: I have it within me right now to get me to where I want to be later.” - Karen Salmansohn”—
Drafts of saved messages of what I could say, talk to me, as if it hasn’t been more than a year. And as if talking would be any type of normal
Holding on to the past and what could have been is never what was. Accepting that is over, accepting my mistakes, accepting and letting go is the hardest thing
I have never been so alone in my thoughts but I understand. Thank you for giving me a love that I will never forget, thank you for allowing me to have a friendship that was beyond what I could have ever asked for. I miss you and I don’t think that feeling will ever go away when a country song plays or I see something you’d love it feels like pain you just have to live with. I’m sorry for all of this I’m learning from my shit and trying to grow up
